Why i can feel in again?

I hate this
when i feel in love
i must be feel dissapointed
there's not be like what i hope
it's always happen to me

at first,
i know it will hurted me if i feel in love again
i have a sense about this feeling
it will happen like before

i
always said in my heart, "don't think that u love him!"
i keep this word in my mind
but i really can't avoid it,
it was came naturally

why? Why? Why? Why i can feel in again?
Why?why?why? Why i can feel this love?
I won't it happen
i won't it happen
because, it's hurting me, and it's too hurted.

Please, help me to forgettin it
please, go far far away from me

i won't looked u
i won't talkin with u

even it's too hard, too hard to do
but i must do
i must stay away from u

even it's very hard
very hard to forgettin all of that memories